Just like anyone else, pee has been something i'm not interested in touching out of disgust and health reasons. Then, after seeing so many cunts on this site drinking and playing with pee, i thought to myself, "Maybe it isn't that bad?"
So, here's how i tried to get accustomed to the idea of playing with pee.
1. Curiosity stage
i looked up some stuff on internet about how to drink it, if it's safe, how to experiment, etc. Then, i went to the bathroom, peed on my hand, and thought, "Oh, it's really not that bad..."
2. Experimenting stage
Knowing that it's okay to have a little pee in my body, i collected my pee and poured it all over myself. It was pretty okay, but i didn't think it was enough. So i washed my face and my body with my own pee, brushed myself with it, and made sure i poured a full glass of pee on my body before going to bed. After a while, it started getting really hot instead of disgusting.
3. Getting serious stage
Some bdsmlr users have encouraged me to drink from pee and i still didn't like the idea, so i thought to myself it's okay lah, i don't need to drink it, just play with it a little. i was curious so i started to taste my own pee a little bit. It tasted horrible. But something in me felt like i wanted more of it.
4. Being a piss whore
i kept on refusing to drink pee, but my ambitious side thought, "Why can't i do it?" Then i, impulsively, peed on my food before i ate it. It tasted less horrible but i was still very hesitant to do it. After a while, someone helped me "play" with my pee. Every time i peed, i had to taste a little of my pee until i get accustomed to it. i also had to pee and edge over it before i lick it up. At this point, i thought to myself, "Okay, drinking pee is really not bad."
At this point, i started to feel like a disgusting whore, drinking my own pee because someone else told me to.
For the past week, i drank one mouthful of pee. Then, today, i managed to drink one whole glass of pee. i still gulped it down as quickly as i could and haven't been able to enjoy it, but i know i'll be better next tine. All i know, i'm preparing myself to be a better and proud piss whore and piss drinker ♡
P.S.
i always drink a lot and hydrate before and after drinking pee. i heard it's a very important part and if you want to follow on my footstep, i hope you stay safe as well ♡